Making Room For New Phases

Just came from her room because Polly, the ferret accidentally got in there and woke her up. I noticed a huge pile of clothes on the floor and my heart kind of jumped out of my chest. I said, "Are these for donation?" She said, "Yeh, I'm not that person anymore." I said, "Oh wow, so many we bought you after you came here to live with us." She said, "I know, isn't that crazy? It's been two years. I'm not that person anymore." I said, "I know, it is so crazy." She said, "You've seen me go through normal phases, like regular kids do. I was never allowed to do that." I said,  "I might cry." I'm not emotional over clothes, I'm emotional over the normal process of change and maturing.

With my bio kids, those phases were normal, never thought twice about them except maybe, you know, ugh, why are you wearing the same outfit again?? ha... But honestly, it was just part of every day life for them. For this child, it was huge and new territory. I love she is moving forward and cleaning and making room for new phases.

Talked with a friend yesterday and we shared some frustration over certain events. She said, "Maybe God is protecting her." I knew then I had to fall back on faith and trust timing.

"When the time is right, I the Lord God will
make it happen."
Isaiah 60:22

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